Life at home is improving and I am looking forward to Valentine’s weekend at Harbortowne with Kim. She called twice today and said “I love you” without [my] saying it first. I was very happy․ Kim and I have not made love yet and I want to but I will wait as long as it takes. I love her. I believe I know what being in love really is. We have been married 9 years but I feel like we just started dating.